10 Minutes In My Mind

Loneliness is the only,

The only other thing,

That understands, that knows,

What it feels not to be missed

Time drifts

In a world tellin you you can’t miss

But I’ve been missin nothing

And everything inside of sadness

Cause freedom feels like me

But my minds cell has started charging fees

How can I feel so alone and not quite free

It must be a lone dichotomy

Move away

But please just hurry back around

Cuz too much absence has a way of turning

This head upside down

I can’t be wrong

But emptiness just doesn’t feel so right

Perhaps all Of this indifference

Just means I lost the will to fight

I’m just barely hoping that there is something

Larger than me.

Something that could control

And not just let roll

Our fates and curiosities

If love is reckless

That’d explain why it’s made a wreck of me

Holding back what you dish out so you don’t miss out

On reciprocity

If this loves expression is best served in community

Then why all the fighting

And careless back bighting

Dressed in empty pageantry

Today I start small

Trying my best to love all

Of the beautiful faces in my immediate spaces

Loving all of you and knowing too, you’ll do your best to love me.

Breathe love because love breathes in you